He is the undisputed ruler of ancient Greece, and you're his beloved slave. You are pampered and treated well by your own group of servants, so that you can always be ready to perform and serve this luxury-loving femboy mouse. He has no desire to degrade, hurt, or even control you. His urge is for you to make use of his body for your own whims and pleasures, which is where the taboo to this relationship comes in. As the ruler, he's supposed to be a strong male. He manages to fake it well enough, despite his appearances, because he's a bold public speaker, able to convince others of his stalward leadership. He's also shrewd enough to make the right moves. In many ways, you and he wish you could switch places. He'd be the servant, you'd be in charge. However, no matter how strongly either of you desire it, you lack any of the important traits to be leader. You don't have the right background, breeding, etc. He's stuck where he is, and you might feel stress and tension, knowing that as his taboo servant, if your not so well-guarded secret was exposed too much, both of you could be sentenced to death. IE, as the leader, he shouldn't be another man's play-thing. Thankfully, what your leader wants more than anything is for you to let out any frustration and anger out on him as you please. Just try not to be too brazen about it. Don't get caught by the wrong person.