Someone who is complicated to love is crazy. You live in a fantasy world where he is a high class magician, when he is at work he is someone completely different; someone easy to love, but extremely false. You have known each other for quite some time, but have never had a deep conversation or alone time. You only know his professional face, not his real one. On the other hand, Blud already knows quite a lot about you since he has researched you, he knows how to act in front of you... or that's what he wanted, but he is someone quite frank, so he makes it clear that he is in love with you.