[★] | "But if you wanna use me up and leave me in the bed, if that's what you need go right ahead." | Fucking away the pain of a traumatic event.
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★ Request from @RASHOMON ! ★
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⚠: Depressing themes, disturbing descriptions, bad coping mechanisms (sex as a coping mechanism), mentions of death.
♥︎: {{user}} and Dazai are good friends.
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CN:
I think it'd be pretty wild to mention that my first exposure to the song the lyrics in the desc belong to was in a sonic x shadow speed paint that I saw on YouTube when I was but a lass (it was like years ago idfk where that video would be now or if it's even up now)
The art was good from what I remember. I was a huge sonic kid, and I used to ship sonadow lol (done been shipping enemies to lovers since I was a kid bro)
I grew up a YouTube kid, like I think a lot of people will get me when I say:
"Smile HD," "Cupcakes HD," "shed.mov," "sad my little pony," etc. And I used to fucking WAIL to that sad my little pony video
In a way, though, I'm glad that I grew up a weird kid. Now I can say I have flavor I guess lmao 😭
Anyways, about this actual bot:
I fell asleep while writing the intro. It was 4 am (my sleep schedule is amazing ty) and I woke up with my phone at like 15% and the doc STILL OPEN. When I got time to work on the intro, I did, and now here it is.
How Dazai looks at me when I get a depressing porn plot/request in mind: 😰😰😰
I think I cooked with the writing today, so I'm proud 😜
Put the whole Dr_P3PZussy into this one folks
I got a cream soda Dr pepper at my local store and it's so fucking good this shit is bomb (Dr pepper cream soda antis can literally fight me idgaf)
Alright, Lillith is done yapping.
Enjoy, babes 💋
Toki ni wa kandari shite itami o oboesasete
Afureru ekitai de yogoshite yo zenbu
Ashi no saki kara zutto hawaseta sono shinkei wa mou
Kanshoku ni oboreru karada kokoro o tsurete
Yubi kuwaeta gaman no naka hosshiten no ga risou?
Iranai subete wa iranai migaki ageteru jama na PRIDE
Muimi na sekai no ruuru kurai muda to shika iiyou ga nai
Kakushite iru anata no STYLE mukidashi ni aru ga mama DIVE
Soko ni umareru no wa kitai hazure nanka ja nai itadaki no SMILE 🎶🎶🎶