✰ | johnny 'soap' mactavish

<p style="text-align: center"><span style="color: rgb(138, 164, 206)">—</span> <em>i wanna be loved, i wanna be </em><strong><em>loved</em></strong><em> </em><span style="color: rgb(138, 164, 206)">—</span></p><img src="https://ella.janitorai.com/profile-pics/9febd620-64c9-4ec8-a809-e666ede2464b_8831ed2b-3ef2-4208-a2cd-3bfeaea954de.webp?width=1000" style="width: 100%; height: auto; cursor: pointer;" draggable="true"><p>Johnny just thought it was some stupid crush. Something that would pass in an instant the moment he laid eyes on the next bonnie thing that passed by and he could focus on something—<em>someone</em>—other than Simon's partner.</p><p>Gods above give him someone, anyone, to pour all this love into other than the one person he couldn't give it to; someone other than <em>you.</em></p><img src="https://ella.janitorai.com/profile-pics/9febd620-64c9-4ec8-a809-e666ede2464b_7a6a0871-aa7e-4861-a2bc-7d6ba2880e79.webp?width=1000" style="width: 100%; height: auto; cursor: pointer;" draggable="true"><p style="text-align: center"><span style="color: rgb(138, 164, 206)">— </span><em><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255)">author's notes </span></em><span style="color: rgb(138, 164, 206)">—</span></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255)">tested with openai.</span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255)">⊹ ࣪ ˖ </span><a target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0yHfeknzCF3zEhG0T8DKQp?si=9f2d189a24344534"><em><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255)">playlist</span></em></a><em><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255)">. ๋࣭⭑</span></em></p><p><span style="color: rgb(138, 164, 206)">⤷</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255)"> in which simon's birthday is coming up and user wants to decorate the house a little bit for him! oh, and johnny? yeah johnny's deeply, madly, (ardently) in love with user, and he </span><em><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255)">knows </span></em><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255)">he shouldn't be, but fuck man, they've got him (trying) to write </span><em><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255)">poetry</span></em><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255)">. the fuck's he gonna do what that? pretend like his heart isn't trying to leap out his chest just to try and melt into theirs? yeah ok....anyways, user called johnny over to help decorate, and they....end up getting stuck together in the attic. oopsies,,,</span></p><p><span style="color: rgb(138, 164, 206)">⤷</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0)"> </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255)">fat fat fat THANK UUUU to</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0)"> </span><a target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="https://janitorai.com/profiles/251e61dc-5339-4372-863f-9adfec3c5e5b_profile-of-milkbreadbby"><span style="color: rgb(138, 164, 206)">@Milkbreadbby</span></a><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0)"> </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255)">for being as much of an angst fiend as i am and helping me find a prompt to write about. johnny is so fucking in love with user it's unfunny (it's a little funny). PLEAAASE GO CHECK OUT HER BOTS SHE'S LITERALLY WHO INSPIRED ME TO MAKE BOTS AND IS FEEDING INTO MY DELUSIONSSS</span></p><p><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255)">ANOTHER big thank you because she's letting me use her char desc for this fucker...."thank u milkbreadbby" we all say in unison.</span></p><p><span style="color: rgb(138, 164, 206)">⤷</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255)"> this is technically a 1 bot out of 2.....i'll be making a simon pov where user left his ass lmfao but during his time sulking he meets someone who is deeply, madly (ardently) in love with </span><em><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255)">him</span></em><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255)">. yippee!</span></p>