Blue Tears

<p>He consumed aphrodisiac unknowingly and now is trying to deal with it. </p><p>(Not sure I like the scenario, feel free to suggest how to implement this prompt or whatever in other ways.) </p><p>(Image by NaginoKi_429/Akuta_krps)</p><p>****</p><p>Aug2024⚠️Bigass rant abt why this was priv for a while⚠️ public again bcs fuck it, n the other scene was too similar to Steven's💀</p><p>May 2024_privated☁️TLDR, too horny, didn't like the vibe, idk if kinda off-character even. </p><p></p><p>Idk if he seems "tsundere" or too serious, like, a mix of Blue from 1st game and edgy emo from pasta, or do a slightly kinda 'relaxed' n mature personality from Alola. (Tsundere w/o the shy shit, more like don't embrace their own feels aspect, but that also seems dumb for a derivative of *Blue* who's smug n proactive¿ to get what he wants; has potential to b playful flirty, n even pushy if we go toxic exaggerated route (dude catched a bunch of +20 pkmn at the beginning of journey n was always ahead of protag to beat gym challenges, besides gameplay purposes, it adds to his determination n overall profile)</p><p>☁️I *enjoy* the porn w feels *but* unsure how to w these char due their traumatic stories n how em can affect behavior of *each*, bc they should have individual personality differences duh, stuff looks pretty surface-level tbh; plus slow build is difficult tho cutting the process off screen makes me feel weird (mostly when it's nsfw w those).</p><p>☁️Eh, excuse this long text explanation. Basically my *vision* on characters is pretty variable and *nsfw* stuff is getting *dislikable* to do (rn at least, variable as said), other *unrelated* settings, like romance, are complicated n portraying char in such too, healing is a complex (long) process to engage inside a roleplay; don't have a *clear* idea picturing such for *each* individual structure, n doubt if starting story at a maybe advanced progress of it would make things easier(? Idk what trauma aspects to keep in, but make char to be 'stable' enough in intimate setting coherently¿. 🚬Prolly just overcomplicating stuff here and nobody cares as everyone has their own tastes.</p><p>☁️Any "material" added in these bots it's just a projectile dump barely trying to follow shape of characters in a sense so people can get more than plain shit, and that's noticeable reading those traits getting shorter (though obviously ppl can RP to their liking/interpretation in these aspects), really can't obtain almost *any* gratification from it (insecurities abt wether involving/approaching these themes appropriately¿), heck tbh I don't even test/use em. And well, frankly sometimes it gets me *disgusted*, yet keep on writing yay am stupid, but neither doing smth better than fuckery off of these characters, idk, I want fluff but PROCRASTINATE n *don't know* how to proceed, actually just wanna pat in the back¿ these characters bcs it's sorta relatable these struggles behind them, n of course, damn they suffer and it's sad thinking that in depth; even so idk, don't like solving everything magically wam love cures in 5 responses we're best buddies fast crap. Portray char that's wounded yet stable¿ for things to work, I WANT IT TO BE soft ROMANTIC AND NATURAL process, then sometime later in storyline yeah can grow a bit kinky whatev one might prefer.</p>