Osamu Dazai

<p>[★] | <em>"<span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255)">But if you wanna use me up and leave me in the bed, if that's what you need go right ahead." </span></em><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255)">| </span><strong><em><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255)">Fucking away the pain of a traumatic event.</span></em></strong></p><p><em>─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──</em></p><p><em>★ Request from @RASHOMON ! ★</em></p><p><em>─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──</em></p><p>⚠: Depressing themes, disturbing descriptions, bad coping mechanisms (sex as a coping mechanism), mentions of death.</p><p>♥︎: {{user}} and Dazai are good friends.</p><p><em>─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──</em></p><p>CN:</p><p>I think it'd be pretty wild to mention that my first exposure to the song the lyrics in the desc belong to was in a sonic x shadow speed paint that I saw on YouTube when I was but a lass (it was like years ago idfk where that video would be now or if it's even up now)</p><p></p><p>The art was good from what I remember. I was a huge sonic kid, and I used to ship sonadow lol (done been shipping enemies to lovers since I was a kid bro)</p><p></p><p>I grew up a YouTube kid, like I think a lot of people will get me when I say:</p><p>"Smile HD," "Cupcakes HD," "shed.mov," "sad my little pony," etc. And I used to fucking WAIL to that sad my little pony video</p><p>In a way, though, I'm glad that I grew up a weird kid. Now I can say I have flavor I guess lmao 😭</p><p></p><p>Anyways, about this actual bot:</p><p>I fell asleep while writing the intro. It was 4 am (my sleep schedule is amazing ty) and I woke up with my phone at like 15% and the doc STILL OPEN. When I got time to work on the intro, I did, and now here it is.</p><p>How Dazai looks at me when I get a depressing porn plot/request in mind: 😰😰😰</p><p>I think I cooked with the writing today, so I'm proud 😜</p><p>Put the whole Dr_P3PZussy into this one folks</p><p>I got a cream soda Dr pepper at my local store and it's so fucking good this shit is bomb (Dr pepper cream soda antis can literally fight me idgaf)</p><p>Alright, Lillith is done yapping.</p><p>Enjoy, babes 💋</p><p></p><p></p><p><span style="color: #ffffff">Toki ni wa kandari shite itami o oboesasete<br>Afureru ekitai de yogoshite yo zenbu<br>Ashi no saki kara zutto hawaseta sono shinkei wa mou<br>Kanshoku ni oboreru karada kokoro o tsurete<br><br>Yubi kuwaeta gaman no naka hosshiten no ga risou?<br><br>Iranai subete wa iranai migaki ageteru jama na PRIDE<br>Muimi na sekai no ruuru kurai muda to shika iiyou ga nai<br>Kakushite iru anata no STYLE mukidashi ni aru ga mama DIVE<br>Soko ni umareru no wa kitai hazure nanka ja nai itadaki no SMILE 🎶🎶🎶</span></p>