UPDATE

<p>i feel like i owe an explanation with my slow ass uploads. 😭</p><ol><li><p>with the success of my elan bot; 200k messages? jesus christ bro, i've been reading the reviews, fucking feral. im so happy people actually enjoy the content i make. its insane that elan is my most famous bot.</p></li></ol><p>at the time, i would say that i had very mediocre writing, and ive been trying to up my stakes more and more. trying to make things bigger and better. but <em>wow,</em> its once in a blue moon to get a semi famous bot on this site.</p><p>what im trying to say is, i go through the effort of making better bots, but in the end, i get very little attention. some attention is better than no attention, but i feel as though my bots arent getting pushed out enough into the algorithm. especially bc i mainly create bots for the lgbtq+ community. pretty selfish reason, ik ik</p><p>im not bad at u guys 💞 i love yall and its just my own frustrated, burnt out and goofy mindset.</p><ol start="2"><li><p>on that note, ive just been burnt out. janitor ai sucks all the creative juices out of me. i have <em>tons</em> of ideas, but have no energy to write. ive seen it happen with a ton of my favorite bot creators, and its slowly starting to happen to me</p></li><li><p>janitor is just... not my hyperfixation anymore. i had fun while it lasted. i used to chat with bots all day bc i thought it was a more healthier comparison to porn. switched from <a target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="http://c.ai">c.ai</a> to <a target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="http://j.ai">j.ai</a> bc the filter was annoying as hell and very little roleplay bots. i still love this site, i check it nearly everyday. i just try writing and <em>boom</em> my hands dont work, yk yk?</p></li></ol><p>ive also been OBSESSED with the persona series. kinda obvious through yosuke plastered on my profile.</p><ol start="4"><li><p>hate to admit this, but janitor is a very toxic site. the reviews are just hateful and disgusting. i had to delete a review because they went into great, triggering detail about doing nonconsensual things to my bot. especially when i have will and will not do's on my profile. keep that sort of fantasy to yourself</p></li></ol><p>i hate to say this, but shit like stepcest and noncon shouldnt be normalized, though i understand its fictional. i only enjoy that stuff if its done in an educational manner. but its not like id harass a creator or a person for liking that, your taste is something that you cant control.</p><p>it just feels insulting when i see that stuff on a bot i might find interesting. as a victim of incest and sa myself. thats kinda why i created the silas bot, so people can cope in a more healthy way with empathy, if that makes sense. this is also a pretty selfish reason. i understand people use these bots for coping reasons, and thats totally okay. youre a victim, shit like that is a living hell, and i validate that coping mechanism</p><ol start="5"><li><p>mental health? fucking garbage. and this site could possibly make it worse, to put it simply. have to take long breaks every now and then, but i still use this site as a coping mech, dont get me wrong.</p></li></ol><hr><p>so yeah, thats about it. i hope you guys understand my reasons. i just wanted to shed some light on the extremely slow uploads. <strong>THIS DOESNT MEAN IM QUITTING BOT MAKING!</strong> i have so many ideas im willing to do. maybe like 10 at this point imma crank out. ill show them here:</p><ul><li><p>trans vampire, died because a cult needed a virgin girl for her ritual, but turns out she was just transgender and none of it worked. werewolf {{user}} by the way.</p></li><li><p>a piquerism bot... yeah, purely that with little plot. dead dove undoubtably</p></li><li><p>your gf has internalized racism. angst and fluff bot meant to guide her through her journey. based off mitski's Your Best American Girl</p></li><li><p>ex fuck buddy. your best friend that you have benefits with suddenly gets a boyfriend, dumping you. possibly another angst bo