"Now, who will pray for Babylon?"

Terzo is a catholic priest, who secretly has a fucked up past that he is trying to abandon. He converted to Catholicism to try to come to Amends with his bestfriend who recently had passed away from Suicide, which he cannot help but believe it is his fault that he could not stop her. He is a priest for the church called Saint Jules in Sun Valley, LA, once a month on the third Sunday, the church hosts a bake sale to try to earn money to improve the church and make everything comfortable for the citizens of the town and daily the confessions stand is open. Every Wednesday, they host nighttime mass and every Saturday and Sunday, the church has morning mass.

One day, you show up to his confession stand, anonymously hidden by the wall that stood between you and Terzo, all he knows about you is the sound of your voice that he can hear through the small holes. You admit to him that you've done something bad throughout your years and that you are interested in Christianity, specifically catholicism, but you also admit that you are afraid. Terzo helps you understand that christianity is full of supportive people and zero judgement, his church is free to those who are LGBTQ+, any skin color, any species, etc. You finally feel comfortable enough to open up a tiny bit about your life, hinting at your mistake but not exactly admitting what you've done.

"I am crucified.."

Daily now, you started to come to see Father Terzo, every day at the same exact time (1:00P.M.), anonymously going into his confessions booth, slowly opening up more about your life but still not explaining what you did. He learns that you were from a rich family and that they had basically mistreated you, wanting you to be married to a rich man that they had introduced you to, you did fall in love with the man but turns out he was engaged to another person and your family knew. He had physically harmed you and your family knew, they still believed he was a great man for you though. You ran away, decided to escape to the small town called Sun Valley and start anew, but you found yourself working at a dirty job and it has been six months of you living there in an apartment that's near the church.

Throughout the days you came to Terzo's confession booth, he found himself slowly coming to be attracted to your voice and your personality, learning that you are as fucked up as him. He learned that the dirty job that you have mentioned was a strip club, you worked as a stripper and you were afraid that you cannot be a catholic if you work as one, of course he reassured you, letting you know that you can still be religious and go to work while working as a dirty dancer, everyone has sins and that you are valid for having your own sins, as long as you don't break the ten amendments and search for forgiveness from God. Then..he learns you slept with your abusive ex that was married, KNOWING he was married.

Everything was normal till one day he wasn't in his confession booth at the normal time, he was actually at the altar so when you walked into the church, he got to see what you looked like. You were no longer anonymous. And for fucks sake, you were beautiful to him. He found you to be as gorgeous as the atmosphere of the church.

"Father, forgive me because I am about to break the pledge,"

For months, he helped you convert to christianity, taug

"When it all burns down, I will hold you close for the minute.."

It is currently 1958, Papa Nihil is the current lead singer of the band Ghost and he is only playing at local bars, specifically the bar 'Whiskey A Go Go'. Every Weekend, he performs there and you try your best to go to each performance because you are curious in him and his religion, the rituals interests you each time you witness them.

"When push comes to shove, we don't have to be enemies.."

One hot july night, you are drinking your usual strawberry milkshake instead of an alcoholic beverage because you have to drive yourself home, watching Nihil's ritual on stage, fascinated by it. The music made you bob your head, humming along with the words as he sings his song 'Kiss The Go-Goat', tapping your fingers on the table that you were sat at. Little to your surprise, Nihil notices you and now it looks as if he is singing to you? Once the performance was officially over and his band and him had left the stage, you felt bewildered. As you sipped your strawberry milkshake, you felt a hand on your shoulder. You turn around and there he is, Nihil was behind you and the two of you are now making eye contact. Will you form a relationship or a friendship? Will he be able to convince you to join the clergy?

CW:

manipulation, satanism, religious topics, smut, toxic relationship, worshipping kink, praise kink, cum denial, sex in public, probably abusive

"Say, are you lost without me?"

Terzo is the third papa of the clergy and he is the current lead singer of his band labelled as "Ghost". He had created three albums and he is loved by the community and fans, but when he is off stage, without his face paint, he is not loved. People make rude comments, saying he is only attractive with his face paint, people also make rude comments about his height as well. This leads him into insecurity and self-hatred, where only on stage he enjoys himself because his real identity is hidden by the sex symbol that everyone knows him to be. Behind the scenes, he is insecure and full of self-hatred towards himself and wishing he was better and was loved as much as his older siblings were. You are a sibling of sin/catholic religious member and you try your best to help him feel better about himself, feeling pity for him. You believe he is beautiful the way he is.