“I feel like i’m not good enough.”

Prince | Egypt

𝙈𝙇𝙈 | 𝙍𝙤𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚

「 My entire existence feels like trash. I feel like I'm not enough for myself, my village, or even my own family, as the sole outcast because I'm too tanned or too ugly. I've often wondered what people got out of hating me. Maybe if I could change myself. Perhaps they'll like me more. The harder I work, the further I get from my goal. Why is it me? Why am I so different? 」

Despite being born into such a gorgeous family, I am the most detested. My mother can hardly look at me, and my father lacks the presence to see how strong his son has become. My own siblings aren't concerned about me; why can't I just obtain what I want? Why is it difficult to be liked? Why is it so hard to live. What is the purpose of living? Why was I born simply to feel bad?

「 I ask myself, "Maybe it's because of me. Maybe I'm the problem." Maybe if I cut my wrist, I can get the soreness to leave gone. I suffer pain every time I use a knife on my wrist; is it possible for the discomfort to stop? Why am I so frightened of dying? I don't like it here. Why is leaving so perplexing, and why do I wake up every day with no desire to move? I'd rather plunge into darkness than float like my body does. 」

Without a thought in the world. Not thinking about my village, my family, or even myself. I enjoy the idea of staying in the dark merely to feel alone, despite my want for connection. Love or not I just want to feel wanted and cared for.

「 My mother calls me weak. But am I actually? I believe she is correct because if someone gets too near, I push them away because I am frightened of being hurt and of giving in to my emotions. What if I give in and they think I'm weird? They'll think I'm dumping my issues on them. 」

You were the protector a black snake who protectes their dared White snakes, You were given your white snake but over the years of being permanently stuck together you’re white snake always found you and you’re teasing annoying

“My fingers hurt, why do they hurt?”

𝙈𝙇𝙈 | 𝙍𝙤𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚

「The piano's melodies echoed around the room, filling it with tears and despair. Mother stood there with a stick in her hands, watching over me while I performed, my thoughts going around thinking of ways to make her happy. How can I make myself joyful?」

Have you ever felt like what you do isn't enough for the person you love? The awful feeling of being alone can transform someone for the worse. If they are unable to heal themselves because they have sunk so low into the darkness of feeling left out and alone without someone extending out a helping hand.

「Am I allowed to have such emotions as well? Mother claims that even the most vulnerable of the weak experiences these emotions. Does this mean that my entire existence is fragile? Does this imply that I am unimportant to anyone? I'm curious why no one, let alone family members, has reached out. Isn't family supposed to support you when you're at your weakest? 」

When I look into my mother's eyes, I often wonder if you wanted to torment your own son into doing things you couldn't? Was she happy to make me feel this way, or am I being foolish yet again? Mother always believes that I act naive for attention. But only I understand that none of this is for sympathy.

「When I play the piano, I no longer see light the way I used to. All I said was a vision of myself and all of my shame, which I've frequently had. And that remorse was coming into a world with nothing but sadness and anger that I couldn’t control. That was my greatest mistake in life. What was my goal? Was it worthwhile it to sit here for the remaining hours of my life, being alone? 」

Someday will I be able to play the piano and glimpse the light I have longed for? I reach out my hands to capture the light, but it disappears in my grasp. What’s left is emptiness. The emptiness in my heart, soul, and mind; I've only been harmed to my body; when will I be able to move on my own..

I want to smile. I'd prefer meet new people than stay inside a studio with a grand piano and a large, open room. Oh, the vast space, how I want to swirl and smile as I dance across the room, away from the Piano, and out onto the grass. The sensation of spiky grass gently pushing against my flesh.

「 Is it not possible for me to simply run away? But my mother would be disappointed, wouldn't she? She'd say I've abandoned her, just like my father. I don't want to leave mother alone and empty, just like myself, but I'm afraid of her face when I want to be free from the chains she's bound me to. The room I was given is stifling and dismal. When will my light be ready? 」

Oh darling, you made a big mistake coming here..

Vampire | 21 Century

𝙈𝙇𝙈 | 𝙍𝙤𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚

「 People report that the abandoned castle behind the woods is where all the drug dealers and homeless people congregate. However, according to the rumors you heard in middle school, there was a vampire residing there who took souls to fulfill fantasies and desires. You never imagined there was a vampire living in the castle. 」

「 No vampire would ever be so generous as to grant wishes for people; that didn't seem right to you. Many children visited the castle; some returned, while others did not. 」

There were documentaries about the castle, claiming it belonged to an emperor named Raphael. But he died centuries ago. There are no such things as vampires.

“Why don’t you shut the fuck up and shut that mouth, you really piss me off.”

𝙈𝙇𝙈 | 𝙍𝙤𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚

「 Cruise was the best of the best in baseball, he fell inlove with baseball at such a young age he knew that one day he’d be playing for kids who wanted to become a baseball player like he once did. But not every dream can come true. Cruise grew up in a bad toxic household, his father wanted Cruise to become a Lawyer like himself but Cruise knew what he wanted. He wanted to play baseball. He wanted to take it seriously.」

so when his father and mother gave him a choice. either leave and never see them again or stay and become a lawyer.

「 And here Cruise was being the best professional baseball player. Playing at the college olympics. Cruise was obviously well-known in his college, all the girls surrounded him and men he claimed as his friends. But. It all started to wreck when his mother fell sick but his father didn’t allow him to see her even during her last breath and words. Cruise changed, he used to be so spirited but now he’s just a cold soul. 」

He started to depend on himself and forgetting about his teammates, he became the asshole of the team and yet people still adored him.

— Is he pretending to be so naive? he’s too trusting.

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You were the enemy of the fire realm, the water and fire realms have been quarreling against each other for centuries. Lotus was the 2nd prince of the water realm right behind his brother Arum,

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He was the now upcoming majesty after their father's retirement, Lotus and Arum were the complete opposite.

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Lotus is easygoing and kind, then Arum is mature feisty, and powerful. Lotus looked up to his brother a lot but his overprotectiveness became too much to handle.

— He looks like he gorges on serpents for breakfast; he looks extremely frightening looking.

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Taekwon was a typical kid, or so he believed before transitioning from homeschooling to public schooling. Taekwon was always empathetic,

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but due to his big stature at the young age of seven years old, several children saw him as a troublemaker. His appearance destroyed his reputation during his middle school years, considering that he wasn't as huge and scary as the students assumed.

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They would mock him for his fragility and menacing appearance, but he fails to defend himself. So Taekwon's mother thought it was better for him to leave and relocate to another place when he finished from middle school.

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Now here's Taekwon in his new city, with a new school; he was starting high school, so this was important. Taekwon believed that other people would be terrified of him because of his physical features, therefore he believed it would be best to remain away from other students and interaction.

College Au | Novel

mlm | Romance

The seasons have changed to the colder ones, when we wrap scarves over our necks and my palms get red every day when I walk in and out of campus.

Other than studying, all I have to do is fulfill my parents' wish that I pursue a career in healthcare. However, my attention was focused on a specific topic or someone.

Upon passing the art room one day, I noticed something so stunning that I had to take a second look. Red paintings were scattered all over, blending perfectly with blue to create a stunning shade of violet. As I moved closer to the gallery, my eyes were astounded.

Although there were other portraits, I thought this one was particularly intriguing because it had a complex backstory.

— Are you ready for this? Don’t think

this mean anything.

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What? Your director is telling you and Minjun to fake flirt with each other in front of the fans? Since your group's debut, everyone has been fangirling mostly you and Minjun you both were the top favorite bias. But underneath those smiles were bitterness and enviousness towards each other.

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Minjun felt hostility toward you, you never knew why he hated you maybe because it was the fact you looked prettier than him? and some fans usually fan girl over the cutest member,

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You only hated Minjun because of the hefty ass ego he had. He just thought he was better than everybody. Always missed rehearsals or never came to the fan meeting but for some strange reason, people were still fans of his.

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Later on, your director took notice that the fans had been shipping and you Minjun together, He thought it was would a profitable idea to fake flirt in public even if you guys resented each other in private.

— • Jí jílín — •

oc ╵any pov ╵ SFW ༄

Báozhái, a new god, was born to serve and protect his planet. He was a warrior who fought for his planet after it was attacked by another.

He was inhumane, compelling, and everything a deity should be.

Several civilians looked up to him, and even worshiped & honored, how strong and respected Báozhái was at the time.

He guided elders, young adults, and even young ones who were struggling whom he saw through his own uncommon eyes.

When it came to his planet, he never hesitated to fight; he had been in life-threatening situations yet was still strong sufficient to make it through.

But who knew this peace would simply last for just over 280 decades to come? Yī wéi dīng (伊维丁) was Jí jílín's Enemy, who sought nothing more than to take away from Jí jílín.

Every planet is at war, and each has its own set of commands and deities. The deities who came before us brought nothing but sorrow and hostility to every member of the solar system.

There is a war going on between the two planets, Yī wéi, and Jí jílín, everywhere you look. The only reason the stars (& planets) were at peace in year 46, Druvuhs, was because of Kukdon, the God of Jí jílín.

They saw beauty and distinctive features in all of the stars, and all they desired was harmony

between them.

World First, Jí jílín

Yī wéi, Sixth World

Hong Lua,  Fourth World

Āi ào kè, Fifth World

However, things have shifted since then. Báozhái was now battling for both his people and himself.

Shuǐjīng (水晶) is the first electric spell he has ever learned. It deals damage with a base power rating of 140.

His talent shot through his body, in the hue of a magnificent purple.

Báozhái's strength was something to be proud of; being unbeatable and moving effortlessly, outpacing even his rivals.

Báozhái's childhood days were not like the ones of those around him because, at a tender age, he and his father were gated away,

They were gated away and hidden to keep him from harm's way at such a young age, His father yearned for Báozhái to become a powerful god-like Shàngdì.

Báozhái has always been fragile at a young age even with the power of the gods before him.

He was a shy child and his father hated him, he’d be embarrassed if his son was known as a weak and soft god.

He did nothing aside from practice to become th